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Jul. 12th, 2020 10:20 pm![]() I was Human once… Now, I am something else. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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This is what it means to be human. I don't know much, but I know this much is true. BACKGROUNDCoraline hails from a world much like ours, except there are superheroes and villains constantly fighting for control. Also magic, supernatural creatures, meta genes, and fantastical technology. Her story (like most people’s) starts at birth, where due to either fate or chance, she was stolen from the hospital to be used in a ritual meant to bring upon the end of the world as most knew it. Except she was saved, the police crashed in, interrupting it and foiling their plans of summoning the Primordial Void through the baby sleeping in the middle of a spell circle. The cultists were all captured and the kidnapped child was unharmed. So after the usual media circus that happens after such an event, life went on. Her single mother moved from New York to escape the attention and traumatizing memories, ending up across the country in Los Angeles. There, she had a normal childhood. Kind of. She was diagnosed with sensory processing disorder early on, with a marked sensitivity to lights and lack of sensitivity for nearly everything else. Including pain. In short, she was a very clumsy child who had trouble communicating. But hey, occupational therapy and dance classes made sure she stopped tripping over everything at least. Other than that? Perfectly normal. She attended school, switched from dance to martial arts, temporarily got an abusive almost-stepfather, and made one friend. All the usual things. Then, she turned 14. Turns out, the ritual did do something to her: It gave her powers. And inspired by a near death experience where she was saved by one plus a desire for praise, she decided she would become a superhero with them. She joined a local organization where her skills were further honed. Physically at least. Her powers inspired mistrust among most heroes, with similar powers being used exclusively by villains in the past. Still, she worked hard until she finally got a chance to prove herself at 17, saving a bunch of people from falling debris on live television! Unfortunately, that gained the attention of the very same cult that had taken her on the day she was born. They stole her away once more, injuring her mother in the process. Next thing she knew, she was being monologue’d at about her purpose in bringing the end of the world and all that. Pretty similar to the first kidnapping all things considered. Except this time, she died. Sacrificed in an attempt to free the thing that had been put inside her. They succeeded, the dark void within her bursting free and consuming her. The cult stood triumphant, and her best friend got to watch her die. Except, nobody accounted for the possibility that maybe, the thing had merged with the human it had been put inside (or perhaps, there was never truly a person at all). So, she awakens as something distinctly inhuman and with the knowledge that she is something terrible, confirming everything she’s ever feared about herself. They proceeded to disguise her appearance and lied to the police about what happened, saying she escaped on her own and has no idea where the culprits are (dead). She then finds out her mom died which is. A lot. She ends up getting taken in by her best friend’s family and after a grieving period, goes back to school. She does her best to pretend nothing happened, but she starts withdrawing, quitting anything not required including her superheroics. Any moment not spent studying was spent developing her suddenly wild powers, gaining as much control as possible so she wouldn’t accidently hurt anyone. Otherwise, she was placed under a seal that left her sluggish and slow. But hey, she wouldn’t be hurting anyone. As long as she didn’t draw attention, it’d be fine. Only Normal from now on. Ignore that she died and doesn’t even have the same senses anymore. Only Normal. She ended up enrolling in college with an undeclared major. Unknowingly, she was returning to her place of birth: New York City. Despite her fear, her stubbornness won out (besides, the cult’s definitely gone this time. Right?). So she’s in NYC now. Trying to be a Normal freshman. Except now? She has better control over her abilities and stuff keeps happening. Stuff that she could theoretically prevent, or at least help with. And isn’t she basically letting it happen if she does nothing? So, she ended up starting again. This time, as an unmarked vigilante focused on the stuff more attention seeking superheroes wouldn’t care about. There was definitely a learning curve, and she somehow found herself recruited to work part-time at a boutique that totally wasn’t a front for a Hero Costume Crafter, but… things were becoming okay again (ignoring some big hiccups). She then graduated with a bachelor in social work. Ready to take on the world… or at least her gap year. Because she knows she needs to make a choice soon. Not just with grad school, but about her other life so to speak. Because she’s powerful, no matter how much she’d prefer not to be. And that can’t be hidden for long. Time’s running out. Life choices aside, she is now working full time at said Normal boutique that somehow pays a living wage in NYC and continues to wrestle with her sense of self. She just hopes that her friends are right about the whole destiny thing. Extended Background Here PERSONALITYAt first glance, Coraline comes off as a rather shy and timid person. That isn’t necessarily a false impression. Early experiences with bullying made it hard for her to personally reach out to others. She preferred to gain attention by making herself useful or praiseworthy (aka she was a major teacher’s pet), though that later backfired so she now does her very best to just seem mediocre and unforgettable (her success at this is up in the air). Basically, she has a lot of anxiety when it comes to social situations (and just situations in general), and when she doesn’t feel comfortable, she tends to be rather quiet and can be a bit of a doormat. Not to say she isn’t capable of interacting with others. She’s had years of practice, learning to compartmentalize parts of herself and using “scripts” to guide interactions as necessary. She also possesses a deep vein of self-loathing and a pretty big guilt complex started by her almost-stepfather’s emotional abuse and the previously mentioned bullying. The former made it clear how much of a burden she was on her mother, the latter made it clear that something was intrinsically wrong with her (not that she hasn’t heard similar from doctors and even her own mother). That only got reinforced when her powers manifested, as she was immediately treated with suspicion, the constant underlying message being that her abilities are intrinsically evil. Then, when she tried to prove the world wrong, she got her mom killed. One can’t forget the whole being told you’re supposed to destroy the world thing either. The way she sees it, the least she can do in exchange for existing is use her powers to help others, and if it turns out she can’t exist? She’s perfectly willing to die. With all that, one would think she is the type of person to isolate herself, refusing all attempts for friendship. That is the furthest from the truth, because her biggest fear in the end is loneliness. For her, it represents all her fears of herself coming true. As one can imagine, this conflicts frequently with the whole “don’t get attention” thing, since making friends requires putting oneself out there. There’s also the fact that the two sides of her life can’t mix, meaning she’s rarely able to truly trust anyone if only for their own protection. So when she does manage to make a true connection, she’s willing to do and put up with a lot to keep it. Still, she has her limits (though they’re much greyer than many would expect) and once her lines are crossed, she will put her foot down. This is when her stubbornness really comes through, as she will refuse to compromise or shift, even if it’d be beneficial to do so. Indeed, once her opinion is formed on anyone or thing, it can be extremely hard to change it. This, combined with the things mentioned above can lead to startling moments of impulsivity. If someone else is in trouble or a friend is being attacked, she will leap in without a thought. Outside of all her hang-ups, Coraline is a person with massive amounts of enthusiasm and determination. She is also extremely curious with a love of exploring ideas and boundaries, making her a rather creative thinker. Once she sets her mind on learning or doing something, she will pursue it with her all, pushing herself and it to the limits. Indeed, this is the other source of impulsivity: coming across something that interests her can easily override her usual barriers, for good or for ill. It should also be noted she is quintessential Gen Z, molded by the internet and social media. Basically? Expect a lot of memes. In the end, she is someone who can be defined by her compassion and idealism. She finds great joy in helping and making others happy. This is especially true for those she loves, as she is willing to go to the ends of the earth for them whether they deserve it or not. She just loves people as a whole and despite flashes of pessimism due to her anxiety, she is an optimist at heart. Coraline truly believes in the overall good and endless potential of humanity (+ other sentient beings) with a rarely dampened ferocity, and she will do anything she can do protect that. ABILITIES
More ramblings here. ITEMSChoker: Posses an illusion charm that allows her to appear human/alive, as well as 3 levels of sealing spells.
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